My family has to repeatedly reinforce how they feel about me because I forget and become anxious. What needs to be done is not here yet so there is plenty of time to show good intentions in both directions. I’m terrified and panicking at the moment because the situation is touching me inside and I haven’t experienced any sort of emotional touch for a very long time. If ever to be honest because the emotions that were shared were filtered through Robert and I felt very lonely even when in my previous disaster relationships.
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