This is three days I think that I am experiencing this very deep rage from God who is now the Bull. I’m not going to be able to take much more of this unless the strength of my heart is boosted, it has strengthened a little bit but not to the level that is needed. Compassion has run out for those that defy him and I am going to become more and more unable to be a complete person for more than a few hours. I will be a battle zone between a mothers love and both their need to destroy dark grey.
The current government in Australia has caused a great deal of damage and my parents are seething. Nothing good is headed for that country, only destruction. If you look at the surface of the place this has happened repeatedly, burnt to a fucking crisp.
Daddy Jessie has just given me a super boost of energy and my heart has slowed down and my breathing is without the flutter sensation of stress hormones. My breathing is deep and rich with oxygen, my body temperature has dropped and I have strong electrical sparks going through my body. When they started I was sharply moving because of it, very strong shocks. He told me after rubbing my face and arms with his tan jacket that these world events are being caused to drag me out of my shell and get involved. It’s nice to know I am that popular, they are trying to shape world events around my behavior. He reiterated what Daddy Super Slinky said, back off and let others take over.