I’ve switched and I feel like I am somewhere around my middle teens. I feel apathetic and feel very strongly that Daddy’s command and my Mothers advice is my future for a while. I am still being placed in a cot beside Mommy because I’m vulnerable and I went to her crying today. Not because of any external situation but I have opened up a new world and it’s time for me to contemplate what I have done. I’ve written about some amazing things and my mind can’t cope and it needs a rest. I don’t have much choice in my switching but I don’t want to be an adult either. My adult self has been crushed, mangled, shattered and spread across the road from a serious car accident. I want all of it out of my system so I am officially stepping down from being “one” and Sydney Sweeney is now in charge.
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